im bored.
im still left with a few hols hmwk, which i think i'll be doing it tmr.
since my brain is half-functioning now..
anyway, went for the camp planning today. didnt do much, but the night walk wasn't that bad.
it was fun looking at the sec 3's gg and ncc, screaming their lungs out. ahahaha!
went home aft that, decided not to overnight with them.
anyway, since boredom is killing me, i decided to find some poems and quotes.
enjoy~

She looked in his eyes with the greatest affection
and for once she thought her life was perfection

he never knew how much she cared
since her feelings were left unshared

dreams, thoughts, and sometimes cries
he never got how had she tried

tried to be good enough
but life is tough

the depression of this teenage girl
she looked in his eyes, her head in a swirl

she knew she wouldn't see those eyes anymore
he said his last words and walked out the door

she watched his car drive around the bend
see? all good things must come to an end.

and another one,

To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer. To suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy then is to suffer. But suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be unhappy one must love, or love to suffer, or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.

see? im bored. heh. oh and those quotes and poems means nothing to me, so dont you guys think anyhow :D
haahah!

heelloo,
i was being totally blur in the morning today.(well, as always)
but but but,
this is much more bluuuuur
cause i was suppose to meet irna and fad at tampines inter mac and i somehow went to bedok mac instead -.-
annnd, soo, i was late for 1 hour plus.
then, while doing my hmwk.. saw fazwin and his friends outside mac, walking.
he saw me and i waved. what he did aft that was totally unexpected.
he went into macdonald and somehow shouted
"eeh you! you got girlfriend rite? what about your msn pm, We've got pinky promise!"
and aft that he told his friends," eeh this guy got gf, usm somemore"
everyone was staring at me aft that ._.
i was really2 embarrased, tried to tell him that im single but to no avail -.-
sooo, i think, all of the ppl who are eating at macdonald during that point of time knew abt me =.=
okaay, oovoo rocks can? hahahahah

i found an inspirational story,

While at the park one day, a woman sat down next to a man on a bench near a playground.

“That’s my son over there,” she said, pointing to a little boy in a red sweater who was gliding down the slide.

“He’s a fine looking boy” the man said. “That’s my daughter on the bike in the white dress.”

Then, looking at his watch, he called to his daughter. “What do you say we go, Melissa?”

Melissa pleaded, “Just five more minutes, Dad. Please? Just five more minutes.”

The man nodded and Melissa continued to ride her bike to her heart’s content. Minutes passed and the father stood and called again to his daughter. “Time to go now?”

Again Melissa pleaded, “Five more minutes, Dad. Just five more minutes.”

The man smiled and said, “OK.”

“My, you certainly are a patient father,” the woman responded.

The man smiled and then said, “Her older brother Tommy was killed by a drunk driver last year while he was riding his bike near here. I never spent much time with Tommy and now I’d give anything for just five more minutes with him. I’ve vowed not to make the same mistake with Melissa.

She thinks she has five more minutes to ride her bike. The truth is, I get Five more minutes to watch her play.”

aww, it was sad at the end but the whole of the story was to tell others to spent at least 5 minutes to their love ones cause you might not now whether you'll still see them again or not..

okay, thats all..
i shall now spent more time with my family ;D and friends

im feeling superbly low now.
idk why, i think im just tired, tired of everything.
i really cant wait for the upcoming camp.
lets hope that it'll help to clear my thoughts a little.

kay, i think i'll be on a hiatus aft this.
this might be my last post? who knows?
okaay, i'll end it here.



Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi,
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir,
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
- Aizat; Hanya kau yang mampu

i love this song(:,




I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

retarded.
my little pinky on the leg just got swollen, how great.
i was walking to the kitchen and i dont knw how i could accidentally kicked the side of the wall, the pointy part.
maaaan, it was awesome.
and then i moaned in pain -,-
i know, i sounded gay but well.. thats a natural tendency, lols
anywho, im done. bye!

helloo,
im having a stomachache now and idk why im blogging when i should be going to the toilet but oh well...
the pain in my stomach is playing a prank on me. sheeesh
i think its because that i ate too many tulangs just now.
crapcrapcrapcrap.
hmm, ive still got maths hmwk and a little bit of chemistry.
idk why but im thinking of random things nw.. weird
okay, im stopping here for now.
maybe i'll edit this post to make it longer?
i'll see abt it..
okaaaay, byeeee

finally, found something thats green for my blog.
since its good for my eye and that the colour of green supports mother nature, i love green(:
anywho, im tired right now.
maybe i'll blog a longer post tmr?
okaays, wanna sleep
byee!